I think it's pretty sad that I can't talk to a guy without fearing that he has some sort of ulterior motive. I think this speaks volumes about my past experiences. I don't like it one bit.
Of course, I'm not saying all boys only want one thing. But once you've had something happen to you enough times, you just learn to expect it. So this is partly my fault, for letting myself see bad in people even when that bad is not actually there.
But how do I get that trust back? I can't just completely reset my brain. I don't know, I'll work something out.
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